Pretty Baby ( Daddy’s Boy Bk 2) by Athena Steller

Title: Pretty Baby                     Word Count:256 pgs
Genre: Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb:The Boy

Caleb has been hiding his true self for so long that he isn’t sure who he is anymore. He’s not the brat he portrays. He’s not confident like others think. Caleb is just a shy boy, who loves pretty things, and animals. No one stays long enough to learn who Caleb really. How could he trust any of them to show his deepest secret? That is, until one night at the club Caleb finds a Daddy Dom that sees right through his masks. Grant demands things from Caleb that scares him. Has Caleb met the one Daddy Dom that he can open up to?

The Daddy

The moment Grant spots the vulnerability that Caleb hides so well he’s hooked. He has plenty of experience reading people as a Detective but Caleb is a mystery in more ways than one. He’s also the sweetest and neediest boy Grant has ever met. Caleb has secrets but Grant will push until all is revealed. Until Caleb is under his thumb and accepts that he is Grant’s pretty princess.

Pretty Baby is the second book in the Daddy’s boy series by Athena Steller.

This book contains MM sexual content (men having sex with each other), light BDSM elements, a boy wearing women lingerie and a Daddy who loves it, Age Play, domestic discipline, Daddy/ boy relationship, power exchange, rough sex, phone sex, age gap relations, and naughty times with a giant teddy bear. This book is an exploration of a relationship between two (Male) consensual adults that are looking for love and acceptance. All characters in sexual situations are above the age of consent. No cheating or cliff hangers.

Each book in the Daddy’s boy series will concentrate on a new couple although the characters from other books will visit often. The books can be read as stand alone novels but for better enjoyment it is recommended to read the books in order.
Each book in the Daddy’s boy series ends with a HEA.

***In October 2020 this book, Pretty Baby, was professional edited, revised, and reloaded. No content was changed but the errors from the first upload should be gone.***

My Review: When Grant sees the beautiful sub being humiliated by a couple Doms at the club, he doesn’t hesitate to step in. Usually he leaves well enough alone, but he knows that humiliation is not one of Caleb’s kinks. Caleb has a reputation around their club as being a ‘bratty boy’, but he’s definitely not a willing participant. Grant invites Caleb to sit at his table with his friends for the rest of the night. There is a vulnerability that Grant sees hiding behind Caleb’s eyes that reaches in and pulls at the Dom inside him. Caleb is surprised and a little bit unsure , because he gets the feeling that Grant’s friends doesn’t like him that much. Grant dissuades him of this notion,  letting him  know that they probably all just need to get to know each other better.

By the end of the night Grant knows that he will be this pretty baby’s daddy. He sees deep within Caleb and sees his  brattiness for what it truly is , a defense mechanism. Grant sees past the vulnerability,  knowing deep down inside that what Caleb truly needs is a caring, patient daddy. It becomes clear that Caleb doesn’t have any friends and he soaks up the smallest amount of kindness extended by the other ‘ littles’ at the table. Grant decides to make it his mission to romance this beautiful boy and take things slow. Caleb is truly shocked  when Grant leaves him at his doorstep with only a kiss. He doesn’t know how to feel, in fact he feels a bit rejected. This rejection is soothed the next day when he gets roses and an invitation to go out again with the sexy Dom. Caleb is delighted in the way Grant claims him with little touches, not caring who is watching. He’s never felt close to what he feels when he’s with Grant. Grant keeps in touch and truly seems to care,always asking how his day is going. Caleb finds himself opening up more, he talks about his fur babies and is truly surprised at the kindness Grant shows them. Regardless, Caleb is still holding back and keeping his true self a secret, still afraid of not being accepted.

It soon becomes clear that Caleb has been living up to an ideal as a former actor and model. Being on a very restrictive  diet has been a way of life for Caleb. Even something as simple as having popcorn, burgers and milkshake seems to be a new experience for him. Obviously, Caleb has been starved of real life experiences. Going to the movies with Grant is so exhilarating for him and leaves him marveling over everything.  Caleb also gains some sexy times with his daddy which leaves him totally flushed at the movie theater. There is no doubt in his mind that their relationship will move to the next level. Grant has set his mind to helping his boy experience all the joys in life.

When Grant asks for a tour of his pretty baby’s house, he sees that even in his sanctuary his boy is hiding. His house has clearly been decorated by a professional,  it shows nothing of the sweet boy that is Caleb. Grant knows he will need to gain more of Caleb’s trust in order for him to truly open up. That opportunity soon comes when Grant finds Caleb hidden in his closet reverently touching the most beautiful pieces of lingerie. Caleb is distraught and ashamed at being found out.

Finally, Grant knows he’s found the crack in Caleb’s armour. He knows there is deeper meaning behind these overwhelming feelings that Caleb is experiencing. Grant gently reassures his boy that he is aroused by his lingerie and this is actually his preference.Caleb soon realize that this is true when he sees his daddy’s reactions. Their chemistry is off the charts and they have a blissful evening. They have each found what they have been looking for in each other. Caleb is so much more at ease with his daddy,being able to be his true self, playing with his dolls and being dressed in his lingerie. Grant has gotten his boy to embrace his prettiness and being comfortable in his own skin.

The couple settle into a domestic discipline  relationship  which works perfectly for them. Caleb thrives with this aspect of their relationship as he needs the structure that his daddy’s rules provide. They get up to some sexy spankings, and it is clear that Grant is certainly in control. Grant enjoys watching his boy flourish and praises him  constantly. Caleb sees how warm and open his friends are when he has a playdate with Avery and Mitch. Soon he let’s them in on his little secret of wearing pretty lingerie and playing with dolls. He feels safe in this group and he knows his daddy will always take care of him and put his needs first. I give this my ratings of 4- lose the underwear.

Baby Boy (Daddy’s Boy Bk 1) by Athena Steller

Title: Baby Boy                              Word Count:244 pgs
Genre: Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb:The BoyAvery is failing at being an adult and on the verge of collapsing when he meets a man who offers him the chance of a lifetime. Being able to let go of all his worry and stress? The promise sounds too good to be true and Avery knows he should run away. But Jace is everything he’s ever fantasized about. The words Daddy and baby boy hang between them. Erotic, enticing, and exciting.The DaddyJace has been watching Avery for months, ever since he’d first set eyes on the shy and nervous young man. Finding out that Avery is killing himself working three jobs while going to school has Jace fighting his instincts to take control of the situation. Being a caretaking Daddy Dom Jace knows he has so much to offer Avery. If the boy is brave enough to accept what Jace is offering.Baby Boy is the first book in the Daddy’s boy series by Athena Steller.This book contains MM sexual content (men having sex with each other), light BDSM elements, Age Play, Daddy/boy relationship, ABDL, and age gap relations. This book is an exploration of a relationship between two (Male) consensual adults that are looking for love and acceptance. All characters are over the age of consent. No cheating or cliff hangers.Each book in the Daddy’s boy series will concentrate on a new couple although the characters from other books will visit often.The books can be read as standalone novels but for better enjoyment watching how the characters grow from book to book adds to the enjoyment of the series.Each book in the Daddy’s boy series ends with an HEA although we do in a peek into the earlier relationships as they progress as the series continues.***In August 2020 this book, Baby Boy, was professional edited, revised, and reloaded. No content was changed but the errors from the first upload should be gone.***

My Review: Avery feels like he is failing at life. For him , adulting has been a real bitch. Even though he works three jobs , he’s barely making rent on his tiny apartment and he can only afford 2 classes at a time at his college. He tries to maintain his sunny disposition when he gets to the coffee shop where he works. His manager and bestfriend are more like family to him, they’re the only people in his life who cares. When he comes face to face with the sexy older Jace, who he’s been crushing on for months he turns into a nervous wreck who can barely string two sentences together.

Jace has been watching the sweet young man for months,  but he has been patient.  He knows that his ‘baby boy’ knows nothing of the lifestyle and he doesn’t want to overwhelm him.  He is getting really tired of watching his boy struggle through life and he knows he will  have to step in as his ‘daddy’.  After watching his boy getting yelled at by the despicable manager at his other job, Jace  knows he’s seen enough. Avery knows for sure he must have hit his head when he fell. That’s the only reason to explain the warm , solid arms that embrace him. The sexy voice that is somehow familiar let’s him know it’s ok and that Daddy is there for him. Soft lips soothes away his tears, telling him that he did nothing wrong. It feels so good to be held, but when he becomes aware that it’s Jace holding him, he feels like a fool.  Jace does all he can to reassure him and even gets Avery’s number in the process. However, Avery draws the line at Jace driving him home as he is ashamed of where he lives.

Jace capitulated and leaves his boy with his dignity intact. He keeps in contact  with Avery,  letting him know he is interested  and dropping hints at the type of relationship he would want. Jace asks Avery out on a date and even though he still can’t believe it, Avery accepts. Jace is extremely eager for their date,  because he plans to delve a little deeper  into his explanation about the BDSM lifestyle with Avery. Their date  goes off without a hitch, but Avery now has a lot to think of and lots of research of his own. Jace was very caring and supportive,  Avery can see why he is a daddy Dom. It’s just going to take Avery awhile to understand why Jace would want to take care of all his needs.

In the next couple of weeks Avery is introduced to being  Jace’s baby boy and he submits beautifully. It is very freeing to let his Daddy take charge of everything without having to worry. For the first time, Avery feels treasured,  but he still has self doubts about his ‘daddy’ wanting him as a forever boy. Avery is still holding back and trying to be too independent. He has a lot on his plate with school and his three jobs. He is about to burn himself  out  and he snaps. These doubts has set their relationship on a crash course. By trying to do everything himself, Avery has denied Jace the right to his role as a daddy.  Avery has been thinking that he is just too much trouble, too much for daddy to handle. In hindsight during his punishment,  all of this comes to him in a light bulb moment.
Jace is proud that his baby boy was able to work through his emotions during his punishment. Avery finally opens up, telling his daddy how he is floundering in his everyday life.

After talking through their issues and Avery finally giving over the reins for Jace to fully take charge of the financial aspects of his life,  Avery feels a sense of relief. Avery is at ease and takes the moment to engage in some serious sexy times with his daddy. Seeing his boy’s submission drives his daddy wild. Their relationship has grown leaps and bounds within the short period of time that they’ve been together. There is no longer any doubt in Avery’s mind. He has let go totally off all his fears. Avery realizes that this is the happiest that he has ever been. It’s all due to his daddy and his friends who are all a part of the lifestyle. Being around like minded friends has shown him that there is nothing wrong with his desires.It is beautiful watching both these men settling into their respective roles. There is so much trust and love between the two. They are perfect for each other. I give this my ratings of 4- lose the underwear.

Dirty Love by Bethany Winters

Title:Dirty Love                  Word Count:223 pgs
Genre: Dark High School Gay Romance

Blurb:In a small town like ours, you’re either straight or you keep your mouth shut.

Being gay would be dirty.

Touching the guy who’s been your little brother since you were three would be dirty.

Falling in love with him would be even worse.

I protect him because it’s my job.

I resist him because I have to.

But when one night leads to two and two nights lead to more, lines are blurred and morals are tossed and my sanity takes a walk.

Now we’re risking everything we have for something we know we shouldn’t want.

And the only thing we’ll have left is each other.

This is a 60,000 word, M/M, dark high school, stepbrothers-to-lovers romance with themes some readers might find offensive.

Complete standalone with a HEA and no cliffhanger.

My Review: Living in a home where you are starved for affection is definitely not ideal. For Nicky and Kade, this is their reality. After witnessing their father murder their mother when they are 13,  these stepbrothers know what true evil looks like. They’ve lived a twisted life, constantly walking on eggshells,  trying to survive everyday with a psychopath. Their father is a cop who plays an upstanding citizen who is well respected. He has a squeaky clean persona and no one would ever suspect  the evil that lurks beneath.

Kade being the older one by 3 months , has made him become the protector for Nicky. Nicky is very tiny and delicate compared to Kade’s brawny muscles. Kade has learnt to fight as a way to protect himself from their father’s wrath,  but mostly as a way for him to earn money so he can take Nicky away from their horrible life. Kade puts himself in front of his father’s rage most of the times, taking most of the abuse. This frustrates Nicky and leads him to self-harm,  cutting himself to alleviate the pain he feels inside.He  promises Kade he will stop but sometimes it becomes too overwhelming. Having to face the terror together and knowing that there is no outside help, they’ve truly bonded.  More so than most step brothers.

Their relationship might seem a little strange to the outside world, with Nicky always tagging along with Kade everywhere. Even to them, they know secretly in their hearts that their relationship has become somewhat taboo. Especially since Nicky told Kade that he is gay. Nicky is very promiscuous with Kade and is oftentimes flirty and inappropriate with his casual touches. It drives Kade insane and leaves him questioning. Kade knows he looks a little bit too long sometimes,  but he tries to fight it even though they are not blood related.

When a new kid at school named Jasper seems to have his sights set on Nicky, Kade wants to beat him to a pulp. Kade doesn’t mind that Nicky is gay, he just knows the problems that will come if anyone finds out about it. He made Nicky promise to never tell. Kade knows Nicky feels stifled, but there is just no other way given their already toxic home life. He doesn’t want to see Nicky suffer even more if the bullying starts and he knows it will. When Jasper kisses Nicky at a party, Kade becomes furious and Jasper walks away pretty banged up with a black eye.

Kade is pushed to the brink and when Nicky taunts him with the kiss, things spiral between them. Kade pins him to the bed and before they know it they are kissing passionately and rubbing against each other. It is only when Kade hears his ex girlfriend Arianna calling his name,  he is pulled from his sex craved stupor. He is filled with shame and lashes out and  pushes Nicky away, causing a rift between them. Nicky feels rejected and turns to the one person who will give him what he needs, Jasper. This is a mistake on so many levels, and he knows this, but he just feels extremely lonely nd vulnerable. There is so much tension between the brothers. After a  few days of Nicky distancing himself, Kade knows that he needs to mend the rift and get Nicky back in his bed where he belongs.

Kade can no longer fight this temptation, for just one night he doesn’t want to fight it anymore. Kade gives in , promising Nicky one night of what he’s sure will be sweet pleasure. He knows Nicky is innocent , but when he sees how much Nicky craves him, he can’t go slow. Nicky’s moans fuels the lascivious monster that has been pushing him for years. He gives them what they both need, for only one night, but he soon realizes that this hunger that he has for Nicky can never be appeased. There beautiful night comes to an end when daylight filters through and they are almost caught in a compromising position by their father.

It soon becomes clear, that one night will never be enough. One night turns into two and even though Kade is sometimes hesitant and tries to pull back, Nicky pleads for more. They get a bit reckless and their passion ignites constantly,  especially when Kade notices that Nicky likes a bit of pain with his pleasure. When Kade chokes him, Nicky purrs for more.

It is not long before the inevitable happens and they are found out. It’s Jasper who let’s the cat out of the bag to hurt Nicky and also to punish Kade for the altercation that they got into before. Jasper outs Nicky to the whole school and a few of the boys beat Nicky within an inch of his life and leaves him for dead. Kade is tortured at seeing his brother’s lifeless body. When Nicky finally opens his eyes, he is surprised to see his  usually strong brother crying. Kade is overwhelmed with gratitude that his brother is still alive. When their dad shows up at the Hospital and says that Nicky got what he deserved, Kade is furious.

Kade knows exactly what he needs to do. He will do anything to protect Nicky and nobody will ever get the chance to hurt him again. He carries out the most elaborate revenge plot ever, taking out everyone who was involved, all while impersonating his cop father. Their father finally got the prison sentence that he should have gotten  for killing their mother. The boys who hurt Nicky are all dead. Kade and Nicky are able to go to California and start their new life as boyfriends. Kade’s love for Nicky is definitely obsessive,  but that’s exactly what Nicky needs. This book was a little bit dark and certainly somewhat taboo, but thats the thrill of it. It’s not for everyone, however I truly enjoyed it. I give this my ratings of 5- bring out the vibrators.

Finding His Pack: A Shifter Mpreg Romance ( Greycoast Pack Bk 1) by Jena Wade, Lorelei M. Hart

Title: Finding His Pack: A Shifter Mpreg Romance ( Greycoast  Pack  Bk 1)                                          Word Count: 205pgs
Genre: Paranormal Gay Romance

Blurb:The thing about Fate is…she doesn’t care about rules.
Recent college graduate, Cord Smith expected to graduate, find a six figure salary, and move to the city. Instead he discovers his degree might look pretty on the wall, but it isn’t helping him get out of his low end job. Add to that his growing concern that he might be losing it as the voice he thought was his conscience as a small child has grown to be more on the forefront; he’s a mess. Growing up in foster care means he’s in this on his own—or so he thinks. It isn’t until he shifts unexpectedly that he discovers the truth—he’s a wolf.
Greycoast Pack Alpha Byrom is doing the best he can to keep his pack together, but as a young Alpha and an unmated Alpha at that, he faces struggles both within his pack and with those surrounding him; packs that long for their land. When his pack finds a rogue on their land, he knows what he has to do—put the shifter down. Anything less will only show his weakness.
But what is an Alpha to do when the rogue he is to put down isn’t a rogue at all, but a latent shifter coming into his own, a shifter his wolf is clamouring to claim as his own?

Finding His Pack is a sweet with knotty heat M/M Mpreg Shifter Romance by the popular writing team of Jena Wade and Lorelei M. Hart. It features an Alpha who is learning his role, an omega just discovering who he is, a pack struggling to come together after the loss of their beloved Alpha, power hungry rivals, and an adorable baby or two. If you love your shifters hawt, your omegas strong, and your mpreg with heart, one-click Finding His Pack today.
Finding his Pack was originally released as a much shorter novella. Finding his Pack is now 40,000 words of shifter goodness. If you have purchased the original, please contact the authors with your order number and they will be happy to hook you up.

My Review: Byrom has always known his destiny in the Greycoast pack. He has been trained from birth to take over the alpha role, while his younger twin brother Lyle has been trained to be his Beta. When an unforseen accident with a tractor trailer kills his Alpha and Omega fathers and most of the elders, Byrom is thrust into his new role as Alpha. Dealing with his grief and stepping into his new role is certainly not easy. When his territory is invaded by an unfamiliar wolf, Byrom is forced to make a decision.  Their laws dictates that any unfamiliar,  unclaimed wolf should be killed. Byrom thinks these laws are archaic and he knows he can never hurt the little wolf. He feels an intense connection with him that can only mean one thing. He has finally  found his mate.

Cord Smith has been drowning in insurmountable debt and he’s just trying to stay afloat. When he unexpectedly turns into a wolf on a hiking trek in the woods, he is scared and confused. He is terrified when he is surrounded by a pack of wolves. When they turn into human , he feels a connection to the one they call Alpha.  There is just something about Alpha Byrom that screams safe. Cord has a lot to learn about his new world and Byrom takes him under his protection and decides to teach him.

As Cord learns a little more each day about his new life, he embraces it. Things start falling in place and both Byrom and Cord grow closer each day. Things really start heating up between these two, but every time they have an intimate moment Cord backs off a little. Byrom tries to give him the time he needs as he knows becoming the Alpha Omega can be a very daunting experience. Even though he’s a natural with the pups in the pack and he is accepted by most of the adults, Cord constantly doubts himself. He holds on to the insecurities from being a foster child who never felt like he was good enough.

In his fear of the unknown Cord clings to his human side, to the point where he does not fully embrace his wolf. Not trusting his wolf becomes detrimental to his wellbeing. When he is kidnapped by Byrom’s enemy Rance and faced with death, Cord realizes how  much he truly felt at home with his wolf pack. He now understands the vital role the Alpha Omega plays in pack life especially with him realizing that he  is carrying the future heir. More than anything,  Cord wants to protect his pup and be able to follow his true destiny by living his life with Alpha Byrom.Byrom rushes to the rescue when he senses his mate in danger.  He is followed by his Betas and saves his mate. Along the way he also forges allies with the neighboring Northbay pack.

After his harrowing experience Cord embraces his mating wholeheartedly not wanting to wait another second. The Alpha pair fall into a seemless pattern working together and taking care of the pack. Growing his family becomes Cord’s greatest joy.When he finally holds his son in his arms with Byrom by his side, he knows he is finally home. I give this my ratings of 4- lose the underwear.

Let Me Remind You ( A Love Permit Novel Bk 3) by Gianni Holmes

Title: Let me Remind You                 Word Count:360 pgs
Genre: Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb:What happens when a man you can’t remember has more memories of you than you have of yourself?

Clay’s football career is brought to a halt after losing his memory in an accident. When he moves back to San Diego, he hopes familiar surroundings will bring back his memory. He doesn’t expect to be slapped in the street by the most interesting guy he’s never met before. Or has he? Why else can’t he get the image of the high-heel-wearing guy who owns the queer lingerie shop from his mind?

After years of a secret relationship with Clay, Jeremy called it quits. But when he told Clay to forget about him and move on, he never counted on that actually happening. Now two years following their breakup, Clay’s family wants Jeremy to help fill in the gaps in his memories. Will Jeremy be able to handle poking around old wounds? Or will revisiting these memories remind them of all the fun times they had and how much they are still in love?

Let Me Remind You is a new book in the Love Permit series and can be read as a standalone. It is low angst with intense moments and features an MC who’s fabulously fem without apology. Expect lace, sweet walks down memory lane, and falling in love all over again.

My Review: There is a saying that it’s better to love and have lost , than not to have loved at all. What if that love is not lost,  but rather been forgotten? Jeremy finds out the truth of this when he comes face to face with his in the closet ex boyfriend who has amnesia. For ten years, Jeremy was in a secret relationship with Clay Anderson, the once famous professional football player. Although Clay always supported Jeremy’s dreams, Jeremy was always his dirty little secret. Jeremy has known Clay for most of his life and even though they are very different,  Clay has always been one of his fiercest protector. Being ultra femme,  Jeremy is no stranger to abuse and Clay has defended him more than once.

Clay feels like a stranger in his own body, not being able to recall any of his memories since his car crash. He sees his family and fiancé,  but nothing evokes any feelings or familiarity. That is until he accidentally bumps into the fabulously femme  man who slaps him on the sidewalk and runs away.  Clay can’t stop thinking about the man who is somehow familiar. The one thing that becomes clear to him is that he wants this man with a powerful need. So far he has figured out that he is clearly bisexual, but he is tight lipped since he notices his family is very traditional.

When Clay’s family enlists the help of an old friend, to help fill in the gaps , he goes to dinner with an open mind. When he comes face to face with Jeremy,  he is surprised but there is something very comforting about his presence. Even though Clay’s fiance Amber invites herself and is very snide with some of her comments to Jeremy,  the dinner goes okay. It’s hard for Clay to  keep his eyes off Jeremy,  while he shares some of their earliest memories.  However, Clay gets the feeling that Jeremy is not willingly sharing everything due to his fiance being there. The night goes well overall,  but when Jeremy leaves, Clay knows that they definitely have unfinished business.

Within the next couple of weeks  Clay seeks Jeremy out, asking him to share some of their past. Jeremy decides to take Clay to where it all began, back to high school. Jeremy shows Clay why he fell in love with football. Even though he feels disconnected from the sport, he had the greatest time horsing around with Jeremy. This leads to an explosive kiss between the two which proves to Clay that there is definitely something more between them. They end the night with both of them feeling a bit overwhelmed for different reasons. Jeremy bemoans the loss of the love that he felt from Clay before, while Clay is devastated at the loss of his memories, not knowing himself or where he belongs anymore.

A further peek into his past comes from  an unlikely source when his coach, agent and a teammate visits Clay. When his teammate Drake asks about Jeremy and his relationship ,  he is shocked.  Drake mentioned that one drunken night after practice Clay had divulged that they had been in a relationship for almost ten years. He also mentions to Clay how weird it was seeing him engaged to none other than the superfan Amber. Clay definitely has a light bulb moment when he realizes that he has been duped,  especially when he notices that Amber is gone and all of her things have vanished. This brings him relief,  but now he knows that Jeremy owes him an explanation.

When  Clay confronts Jeremy,  he knows he can no longer hold on to their secrets.  Jeremy reveals all and it is heart-rending for him dredging up their past. Clay comforts him and being in each other’s arms again is like finally coming home for both of them. This intimacy that Clay feels is somehow familiar to him, even though he doesn’t remember any of the moments that Jeremy has revealed. Regardless of what happens, Clay knows that his feelings for Jeremy are very real. Clay and Jeremy fall seamlessly into their reborned relationship which is filled with lots of sexy times. Clay can’t get enough of seeing Jeremy in all his lace lingerie.They rediscover each other as a couple with Jeremy filling in with cliffs notes version of places they’ve been before and things they did in the past. Jeremy certainly looks at this as a new beginning for them as well, because this time around Clay is no longer hiding in their relationship. He can’t seem to keep his hands off of Jeremy.

Even though Clay’s memories have still not resurfaced, loving Jeremy is like muscle memory for him. His Heart has always known that deep connection. Clay makes some hard decisions about his life moving forward.  He knows deep in his heart that  playing football is no longer his passion. He would rather give this up than let go of the relationship that he has been rebuilding with Jeremy.  Not everyone is happy about this turn of events. Jeremy gets targeted and someone is definitely trying to hurt him and his business. Clay wants to keep the  man he loves safe, so he moves him into his house and doesn’t leave his side. This brings them even closer, solidifying what they both know deep in their hearts. Their love the second time around is built on a stronger foundation. Their friends help them to eliminate the threat against Jeremy  and their happily ever after is finally in their clutches. I give this my ratings of 5- bring out the vibrators.

Dirty Forty(Friendship and Desire Bk 1) by Mia Monroe

Title: Dirty Forty   Word Count: 242 pgs
Genre: Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb:If I’m as straight as I always thought, why does kissing my best friend feel so right?
 
Zach has been my ride or die since we were nine. Business partners, roommates, best friends…we do everything together. But the last thing either of us expected was to be staring forty in the face just as single as we both were when we made a silly, drunken marriage pact twenty years ago. The problem? Zach is gay…and, well, I’m not.
 
Under pressure from family, that pact comes rushing back, and I lock us into a fake engagement. But is it possible some part of me wants it to be real?
 
Convincing Zach I’m legit is another story. With each passing day, I wonder if my feelings of affection for my best friend can morph into the love I desperately want in my life. Something in Zach’s eyes tells me we can have it all if we just try.
 
It may have taken me a lifetime to see Zach with new eyes, but with every touch and discovery, it’s been worth the wait. On the edge of Dirty Forty, it’s time to go for it.
 
All I have to do is convince Zach it’s real.
 
Dirty Forty is a best friends to lovers, marriage pact, demi/bisexual awakening featuring thirty years of pining, a fake engagement, curious kisses, and two guys finally embracing what’s always been in front of them.

My  Review: Here we have these two best friends since they were in third grade.  They do everything together. They live together , they own a business together and they are both single.They get along great. There is just one problem, one is straight  and the other is gay. Technically, that’s not an issue because they are both intertwined into each other’s lives and they are comfortable with that. Except,  they made a silly little pact almost twenty years ago. Zach and Dominic came up with the brilliant idea that if they were still single when they’re 40, they would marry each other. Dominic’s Italian mother keeps pushing for a wedding, so he panics and tells them that he and Zach have been thinking about getting married. Zach is flabbergasted at Dom’s announcement, but he just goes with it. Dominic’s family is a bit confused since their son is straight,  but they are also just happy to see him settling down.

Zach has been in love with his bestfriend for quite some time now. This announcement is bittersweet for him, because it would be a dream come true, but he also knows that Dominic being a straight man could not love him how he would deserve. They decide to keep up the ruse and set a date for one year’s time. Hopefully,  they’ll both find significant others within that timeframe. However,  there are some questions that have been raised in Dom’s mind and they leave him questioning his sexuality. After he kisses Zach for the first time, even more questions are raised, because he actually liked it. Now he wants to see if he’s only attracted to Zach or could he potentially be on the Kinsey scale somewhere.

As much as things are getting clearer,  things get even more confusing in Dominic’s head. He starts looking at Zach in a more sexual way, but he’s still hung up on being straight. He’s just not sure he can go all the way with a man , even if it is Zach. When he hears the  term demisexual for the first time  he’s definitely  intrigued.When Zach explains that there are people who need to feel a strong emotional attachment  before becoming romantically involved, it all clicks for him. After a night of birthday fun for Zach and lots of introspection for Dom, he decides to take a chance. He kisses Zach for the second time, this time is even hotter. Dom doesn’t just stop there, it feels so good and he can’t stop himself from feeling  for the first time. He touches Zach all over and marvels at how good it all feels. They fall asleep together both in that happy daze after a climax.

Even though there is no awkward morning after, Zach is cautious . He wants to grab on to this moment and run with it,but instead he encourages Dom to go on dates with other people to see how he truly feels. Zach speaks from his heart for the first time with Dom, letting him know he should choose his partner based on the fact that he can’t live without them, rather than comfort. Zach explains that they are too close. He doesn’t want them to mistakenly fall into a relationship that they could come to realize they didn’t want eventually.  Moreover , he would hate to ruin their friendship and that would definitely shatter his heart in pieces.

Dom goes out on a date, but his mind keeps going back to Zach. When he gets home , he knows its pointless to keep going on dates with other men, when he has the perfect guy at home. Dom initiates their second foray into ecstasy and there is no longer any  doubt about his attraction to Zach . He is sure that this is what he wants, being with Zach is natural and everything he always thought a relationship should be. There relationship progresses,  but Zach remains cautious, waiting for the other shoe to drop.

These two older bears are like fire together. Even though Dom is a newbie at being with a man, he’s not hesitant.  He’s confident and sensual. He relishes every new experience with Zach and knows exactly how to take care of his man. It’s as if they were made for each other. Just like their friendship,  they are so in sync and in tune with  their passion. With all of Zach’s dreams coming true, he decides to hold on tight and never let go, even though he’s still a little insecure. Their engagement  party approaches,  and each day is a little bit clearer about their feelings and their newfound relationship.  Nobody is surprised about their status as they’ve always had a special friendship,  better than most relationships. What began as a fake engagement has become a dream come true for both men. When Dominic goes down on one knee and proposes again, for real this time, Zach finally sees the light. He sees the true significance of this moment  which leaves him overjoyed and ecstatic at finally getting what he’s always wanted.

Things end up  being perfect for these two. They are among the chosen few who get to realize that in life sometimes dreams do come true. They get  their dream Italian destination wedding and its beautiful. I was totally in love with these two beautiful souls. It was great to watch Dominic embrace his newfound sexual awakening and being so contented with all the new things unveiled in his relationship with Zach.  It was rewarding to watch Zach loving Dominic so patiently for so many years. He never imagined that all his dreams would finally come true. I give this my ratings of 5- bring out the vibrators.

Gruff Touch( Geek Ink 4) by R. Cayden

Title: Gruff Touch( Geek Ink 4)             Word Count: 173 pgs
Genre: Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb:Sometimes, love shines where you least expect it.

There are a million reasons I shouldn’t crush on growly, grumpy Caesar Marin.
For starters, the man is probably twice my age.
He’s a famous tattoo artist, a biker with a pit bull, and he’s made it clear he doesn’t want anything to do with my geeky butt.

He’s also apparently my father’s old friend.

Not that I ever met my father. I only learned his name this year, and as soon as I tracked him down, I discovered that he had already passed.
And with Mom gone now, too, that leaves Caesar as my only hope for learning more about the man.
Caesar with the sexy growl, silver hair, and thick neck.
Caesar who pushes me away even as his eyes beg me to stay.

He’s the last man I should fall for, yet something deep inside insists that Caesar should be mine.
If I can only shine bright enough to warm his grumpy heart…

Gruff Touch is an age gap, grumpy/sunshine, geek and bad boy romance with a guaranteed HEA. It features a growly tattoo artist, a geeky sweetheart who loves repairing pinball machines, and two opposites who spark when they attract. Book 4 in Geek Tattoo, it can be enjoyed alone or as part of the steamy M/M series.

My  Review: Drew is on a quest to get  information about his dead father who he never got a chance to know. After his mom passes, he finds a name among her things. Even though he loved his mother, he feels resentment towards her for lying to him about not knowing his father. She’s robbed him of a  fundamental experience in every kid’s life. His only connection to his  father is a grumpy tattoo artist. Cesar Marin is at the top of his field and at 50 years old he is still a sought after tattoo artist. Cesar is gruff and closed off to everyone around him.  When Drew approaches him , he is rebuffed.Cesar is definitely not interested in getting to know the adorably geeky guy who seems to be stalking him.

It isn’t until Drew mentions that Cesar knew his dad, that Cesar gives him a second look. Mack, Drew’s dad is a part of Cesar’s life he would rather keep in the past. Mack also left Cesar behind, never looking back, not even caring that Cesar was halfway in  love with him.When Drew explains that he just wants to know his dad a little bit, Cesar feels honor bound to indulge him. Cesar is definitely not a big talker, so by the end of the night, Drew hasn’t learnt anything much. He decides to get a tattoo  so that he can spend more time with Cesar.This is not the only reason though, there is something about Cesar that reels him in and pings all his buttons. That sexy , built body with the silver hair, the bad boy attitude and all those colorful tattoos just makes Drew weak in his knees. It makes him long for something that he has been craving for awhile.

Drew has never had the time to indulge his fantasies of being with a sexy older man before. Finally, he has that opportunity and he is not willing to let it pass him by. Even though he fights it, Cesar struggles with the same attraction to this sweet loveable young man. They get closer as they spend more time together.  Cesar finds that he loves taking care of Drew in little ways. He helps Drew by taking him on his adventures to find old pinball machines which he finds out is Drew’s passion. Cesar loves seeing the way Drew lights up when he talks about or tinkers with his  machines. It is this passion for life and Drew’s exuberance that draws Cesar into the light. Drew loves the way that Cesar makes an attempt to talk more , even when he still seems to be grumpy. To Drew, that growling and grumpiness  is sexy as hell. He would have him no other way.

These two are so passionate. When they come together their age doesn’t matter and Cesar doesn’t  dwell on the fact that Drew is Mack’s son. They are two individuals who have been adrift in their dull, dreary lives for far too long. Cesar introduces Drew to boundless pleasure. He is constantly amazed at Drew’s sweet innocence. Cesar loves watching him unravel and become  consumed with passion. Drew definitely brings the light and joy back to Cesar’s life. It is no hardship for Drew to make the next logical step in their relationship by moving in with Cesar, especially since he has no ties to his hometown. Their relationship is easy, they both offer something that the other desperately needs. It is wonderful to watch the love that blossoms between these two.  With Drew offering the light to make Cesar come alive, while Cesar offers the freedom for Drew’s creativity. I give this my ratings of 4- lose the underwear.

Just a Kiss ( Geek Ink 3) by R. Cayden

Title: Just a Kiss ( Geek Ink 3)      Word Count: 160 pgs
Genre: Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb: Geeky friends to tattooed lovers

I have a secret: I’m in love with my best friend.
Rafael is a brilliant artist and a lovable weirdo.
I’ve been pining for him for years, but when he starts an apprenticeship as a tattoo artist, my longing spikes.
My best friend finds a new side to himself, more confidence, and it makes me fall in love all over again.

The problem is Rafael doesn’t do relationships.
And me? I don’t do casual.
Yet somehow, we still end up in bed one day, after he proposes a “sexperiment.”
We’ll be friends with benefits, nothing more.

We might start with just a kiss, but a kiss can still change everything.

Just a Kiss is a steamy, low-angst M/M romance with tattooed geeks and friends-to-lovers fun. It features a sweetheart librarian, an artist coming into his own, and the satisfaction of finally requited pining. The third book in Geek Ink, it can be read as a standalone or as part of the series. Enjoy!

My Review: Alexander and Raphael  have been best friends and roommates for many years. Their living situation is pretty much perfect. They support each other in their everyday lives and embrace each other’s quirks. Raphael is a free spirited artist who is not that great at adulting. On the other hand, Alexander is a very organized librarian.  They would make the perfect couple. There is just one tiny little problem,  Raphael doesn’t do relationships which leaves Alexander pining away from unrequited love for his best friend.

Alexander knows he needs to get back into the dating world when his ex moves back to the city.  He is just very  afraid that he might not live up to being boyfriend material. His inexperience makes him feel as if he might be bad in bed. He mentions this to Raphael and Raphael proposes that they do a ‘sexperiment’. When they kiss for the first time Alexander knows this is exactly what he’s been missing in his life. Surprisingly,  Raphael notices how shaken up he is as well. He is very intrigued by the fireworks that has been set off by his best friend.He’s had tons of hookups,  but nothing is as riveting as the kiss he shared with Alexander.

As they continue on with their everyday life,  they decide to go a little bit further with their experimentation. Raphael sees that he’s had the perfect man at his very fingertips all along. Even though he is excited at this new development,  he’s also very confused and discombobulated. In his heart,  Raphael truly feels as if he has nothing to offer Alexander. He is a hot mess, who hasn’t even been able to figure out a clear career path. His friend Stone, a tattoo artist has been encouraging him to pursue a career in tattoos. Granted , he would have to prove himself to the owner and work his way up. He is certainly not afraid of hard work, only of failing.

Things get a bit overwhelming,  especially when he believes that he might actually lose Alexander to his ex.He feels like such a huge failure in every aspect of his life, but the most disappointing for him is to lose the man with whom he’s spent so many treasured moments. Alexander finds Raphael in tears all alone on the beach. Alexander is devastated seeing Raphael like this. When Raphael professes his love Alexander is exhilarated. He is definitely overcome with all these feelings that he can finally allow Raphael to see.

It’s almost as if acknowledging their  love for each other finally makes the puzzle pieces of their life fit together. Alexander gives Raphael the courage he needs to embrace being a tattoo artist. He starts slow by inking his beautiful illustrations on the body of his lover. The shop owner Ceasar has taken him on as an apprentice,  but it will be awhile before he can showcase his unique style to the world. Alexander is certainly proud to wear his boyfriend’s masterpieces on his body.It somehow brings them even closer together. It was certainly enjoyable watching these friends coming into their own as a couple. Being supportive and encouraging each other was the key to this couple’s success. I give this my rating of 4- lose the underwear.

The Job by Cara Dee

Title: The Job                  Word Count: 246 pgs
Genre: Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb: With the help of their ball-busting daughter, some questionable morals, and an important job to get done, Casey and Boone will steal you away to the grit and glitz of Las Vegas in this fast-paced romance.
I’m not supposed to do this job without Boone.
We may not share genes, but it’s been us against the world since his mom took me in as a toddler. The rowdy O’Sullivan boys who raised all the hell that Vegas could handle. Not that all my memories are wild and make my heart race. After all, I realized I was in love with the bastard at some point, so there’s been plenty of pathetic yearning and jealousy too.
Even so, it’s been him and me. Brothers, partners in crime, and, for the past six years, co-parents to an amazing little girl. But that’s another story. Right now, I gotta focus on the job our cousin gave us, and I need Boone by my side.
The problem is we haven’t really been on speaking terms for four years now.
This story takes place in Cara Dee’s Camassia Cove Universe, a fictional town where all books stand on their own, unless otherwise stated, and the reader can jump in wherever they want.

My Review: Boone and Casey are brothers, not by blood,  but definitely by love, respect and a strong foundation. They share a lot, they worked together, lived together they’ve even been tasked with co-parenting their beautiful daughter Ace. Over the years things have gotten muddled between them especially since Casey is gay and Boone is straight as an arrow. It constantly broke Casey’s heart when women would throw themselves at the sexy tattooed bear that is Boone. It got to the point where Casey begged Boone to promise not to hook up with anyone while in his presence.Boone broke  that promise and Casey was shredded.In that moment,  Boone didn’t understand the true consequence of his actions. Since then, it’s been 4 years and the brothers barely talk, they share visitation of their daughter  and Boone now lives with their mother.

There is something different lately. Casey notices that Boone looks really despondent all the time. It isn’t until their daughter mentions how sad he’s been, that he decides to step in. Casey confronts Boone and is surprised when Boone tells him that he is just not coping well since they haven’t been talking. Both men are usually really gruff, they don’t do feelings. When their cousin Darius gives them a job to collect intel on an operation he’s planning, they are forced to work together. Regardless of the time they have spent apart, they are still very much in-sync. Casey wants no one else watching his back besides Boone, especially since their jobs are usually shady and illegal. While Boone is a bonafide mechanic, Casey is pretty much a modern day Robin hood who steals from rich people for a living. They just usually  keep their loot for themselves.

The job requires them to stay in a fancy hotel in Vegas. After a night of gathering intel, they decide to go drinking at a club. Casey gets a little drunk  and when Boone kisses him, all his pent up feelings are released. His inhibition is lowered and he is finally getting what he’s always wanted. Once he sobers up, Boone let’s Casey know that he doesn’t want to live apart any longer. Casey thinks this is some misguided attempt  of Boone not wanting to lose more time with their daughter. As they continue to work together,  Boone reiterates that he is serious about them being a family again. He no longer wants Casey to shut him out. As much as he wants to go slow, Casey knows that Boone is trustworthy and he wouldn’t do anything to hurt their daughter. Plus, their attraction to each other is definitely off the charts. Just like these gruff men, their sexual appetite  is rough and raw. Boone can’t seem to get enough of Casey  now that he’s had his sexual awakening.

They had to explain to their family,  their change of status in their relationship. It wasn’t too difficult as it was well received. Their job went off without any glitches and at the end they enjoyed a big payday with all their stolen goods. They were able to settle down as a family in a nicer house. The way they loved their daughter was endearing,  they would move heaven and earth for her.This romance was certainly gritty, but the love and caring between these men  was quite obvious. I give this my ratings of 4- lose the underwear.

Endangered Species (Time Served 1) by Onley James

Title: Endangered Species( Time Served 1) Word Count:222 pgs Genre:Contemporary Gay Romance

Blurb:After spending his formative years in an abusive home, NICHOLAS WEBSTER has made a pretty good life for himself. He has friends, a lucrative job with Elite Protection Services, and a side gig that lets him help out those escaping the same abusive home situation he left behind. But no matter how many people he helps, he can’t escape the guilt over the one person he didn’t—his step-brother, Cyrus. CYRUS WHITAKER has spent the last twenty years in prison for a crime he didn’t commit, put there by the very person he vowed to protect. On the inside, he’s made strides to better himself so he can have a future on the outside. But just when he thinks there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, he receives a new cellmate—the boy who put him away all those years ago. In trying to make things right, Webster has triggered a series of events that will ruin both their lives, or worse, end them. Somebody has framed him and sent him to a prison where they hope Cy’s need to get even will get rid of Webster for good. But they don’t know Cyrus or the bond they shared. A bond they still share. But can Webster figure out who’s doing this to them and why before Cyrus is forced to choose between hurting the one person he loves or spending his life in a cage? ENDANGERED SPECIES is the first book in the Time Served Series and is a spin-off of the Elite Protection Services Series. It is complete at 60,000 words and contains an HEA and no cliffhangers.

My Review:  Nicholas Webster, tech genius for Elite Protection Services  has finally pissed off the wrong person. He’s locked up behind bars and he doesn’t even know why. His world seems to be spinning out of control. The plot thickens when he’s  placed in a cell with the one man he  put behind bars. He was only seven when he was railroaded into testifying against his stepbrother who was convicted for his stepfather’s murder. Nicky’s evil mother was married to Cy’s drug addicted father. Quite a toxic situation which ended in murder. Nicky has always blamed himself, because he knows Cyrus is innocent. He tried to tell the truth, but it was a set up from the beginning. His mother plotted with the small town sheriff to cover up her crimes. The adults in authority twisted his words to suit their nefarious plans. Nicky’s evil mom killed Cyrus’ father and Cy got 25 years.

Cyrus the gentle giant, even at seventeen, he was the only one who cared about Nicky’s well being. He protected him from the monster that was his mother. Nicky’s mother was abusive and Cy tried to shield the younger boy from the worst of it. Fast forward 20 years, Cyrus is still trying to protect Nicky from monsters. Regardless of space or time, it’s instinctual for Cy to want to take care of Nicky. It’s clear that Nicky is not a little boy anymore,  but to Cy Nicky still means the world to him. He’s never blamed Nicky for him being behind bars.  Nicky on the other hand has been filled with guilt all these years. When Cyrus embraces him for the first time in 20 years, its feels like coming home.

Cyrus soon realizes that there is a game being played and its with Nicky’s life. Some of the guards are being tasked with making Nicky’s life hell. They’ve decided that they want Cyrus to do their dirty work for them, to get rid of Nicky by any means necessary. Cy knows he needs to play their game , until they can figure out what is really going on and get Nicky released. If they don’t,there is definitely others who will be willing to hurt Nicky.

Nicky suggests that Cy could rough him up a bit,  maybe make him his ‘prison bitch’, to keep the vultures away. For Cy, it’s definitely a hard no to hurting Nicky physically, but he has definitely noticed the sexy man Nicky has grown into. There is certainly chemistry between these two and since they are not related by blood, they decide to act on their passions. Things are definitely hot and heavy their first time and the dirty mouth that Nicky has on him turns Cy into an animal. Cy gives him exactly what he craves, hard and rough. The bruises are for sure real, no one has to know how much fun Nicky had while getting them.He is only too happy to show who he belongs to.

It seems Nicky is on the radar of the white supremacist group in the prison. With Nicky being white and Cy being half black,  they are not happy with the arrangement. Cy and a couple of his friends are  always watching over Nicky, but things come to a head when they catch Nicky by himself. Nicky can fight and he’s been trained very well by elite, but the odds are against him with 3 against one. Nicky doesn’t fare very well and by the time a friend gets to him, he already has bruises on his face.

Cyrus is furious and terrified when he sees Nicky. He comforts his man as best as he can. He knows he has to do something drastic to prove his point, or they will definitely come after Nicky again. That’s one thing behind bars you have to show strength through violence sometimes. Unbeknownst to Nicky, Cy goes after the white supremacist leader. By the time he is done with him , he ends up in solitary confinement. Nicky is worried about Cyrus and he knows he needs to protect his man , in the only way he knows. Nicky has been trying to piece together the reason behind his and Cy’s wrongful imprisonment. He is coming to the understanding that he has stumbled upon a criminal enterprise of the judicial system that spans not only the small fish, but also a lot of high powered people including corrupted police officers, judges and even senators. Nicky shows his evidence to his boss Linc and his lawyer and they believe that they can get his sentence overturned,  if he applies pressure.

Nicky knows exactly where to start. When he goes after the warden, he quickly caves to Nicky’s demand to be let out. Nicky’s paperwork is set for him to be released the next day. However, its not that easy to get Cy released since he’s been in solitary confinement for assaulting another inmate. Their last night together is raw and passionate especially when Cy thinks he might not ever get to hold Nicky again. It is bittersweet,  knowing that his man will now be safe, but he can no longer imagine his life without Nicky.

Nicky and his team work round the clock to get Cyrus free. They get the FBI involved and it doesn’t take long to see the deck of cards come tumbling down. When Nicky comes face to face with the crooked small town sheriff who instigated Cyrus’ arrest, he’s  able to get him on tape confessing to all manner of corruption, murder and even his abuse of Nicky. With the ball finally rolling, it’s not long before Cyrus is home in Nicky’s arms. Cyrus is finally able to reclaim his life, a life that he certainly doesn’t take for granted. With his loving husband by his side and all their adopted pets, they both live a blissful life. I give this my ratings of 5 – bring out the vibrators.